Again and again
I’m home from work today. I’ve been depressed on and off for several weeks and today I kind of crashed again. I have no reason to be depressed at all. It’s just so fucked up. I took a Sobril (A benzodiazepine used in the treatment of anxiety, alcohol withdrawal, and insomnia. Sobril is a drug which is a benzodiazepine derivative. It possesses relatively weak anxiolytic, anticonvulsant, sedative and skeletal muscle relaxant properties.) at work, cried a bit in front of one of my bosses and went home. I actually thought that the Sobril didn’t work on me this time until several hours later when I just fell asleep in my bed. And wow, it was a nice sleep. I didn’t even hear when the mail arrived or remember when I talked to my mom.
All day I’ve been trying to get a hold of someone who could allow me to raise my medicine dose. No luck. I’m not going to the emergency to sit there and wait for at least 6 hours before I could see a doctor like last time. That alone could make anyone crazy. So I’ll have to call the nearest care centre when they open tomorow to see if there is a doctor that can take me in the same day.
I started working again at the end of January after being home for 6 months because of this, and I can’t really believe that it is here again even if it’s not as bad as it were then. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I just want to be able to work and have a normal life like everyone else.
I am sorry to hear you are going through this. I suffered for years, and left a really good, high paying job because of my unexplained depression & Axiety problems. After 10 years I finally have found Lexapro which has really helped me. I suffered in silence for years because of my family not wanting to believe that I even had a problem or needed to take prescription drugs for it. I hope you continue to seek help, and I hope you find something that works well for you very soon.
I’m sorry to hear you’re down. I just wanted to let you know that even though you don’t know me, and I don’t know you…that I am still a person who cares about your well-being and want you to get through this…
…sending my positive energies your way…
I am sorry to hear you are going through this. I suffered for years, and left a really good, high paying job because of my unexplained depression & Axiety problems. After 10 years I finally have found Lexapro which has really helped me. I suffered in silence for years because of my family not wanting to believe that I even had a problem or needed to take prescription drugs for it. I hope you continue to seek help, and I hope you find something that works well for you very soon.
Kan hoppas på att det bara är en tillfällig neråtsväng, jag har själv en sån nu och jag vet det är fördjävligt när man äntligen trott att allt börjat bli bra igen. Men håll ut, du har ju klarat dig fram till nu och det kommer säkert bli bättre igen!! *kram*