Up’s and down’s
I would like to thank all of you who gave me advice in my last post. It really helped me out! I have decided to stay with the job, since Im not a quiter and Im not going to be one now. If they don’t like what I do, they just have to kick me out ;). I guess I have too high expectations on myself, and it’s me that makes my life hard. Woosh, how deep. If I didn’t have this job, I would be at home and sleep away the days, now I got something to go up to when I feel like it (since I can work at home as well), and I get some cash every now and then!
And guess what? I renewed hackgrrl.com too! So the problem with the already-paid-for webhosting is no longer a problem. Infektia expires in a couple of months as well, but this one Im going to keep. Next renewal of Infektia will be the third. So happy second birthday to Infektia in advance :P.
I don’t know what I was thinking in my last post. Everything seemed so dark and hopeless. But it’s normal for me, Im still on anti-depressive medication (Will this be my third year with the poison? I guess so.) and it’s the only thing that keeps me from drowning in misery.
Alfred is howling downstairs. I don’t know what’s wrong with him today. He woke me up several hours ago howling like he was in extreme pain. And he whines everytime Im more than a few feets from him. Maybe he smells the ladies outside. He ran off to our neighbour yesterday (he was howling that morning too, and I let him out cause I thought he needed to go to the bathroom or something, but he just took off right away). Thankfully the two ladies were in behind bars so he couldn’t do anything with them. Strange behaviour :P
